25\12\2024 ♡ PT1 and 3

I think I'm slowly finding my love for poetry again... this morning.. I did my usual organised girly routine, went to a service with my dad, and through out all this I didn't think, for the first time in a while, i just admired myself.. loved myself and appreciated life a lil more; and things turned out great not perfect... but great. a lot happened today NGL but you can see allat in my autobiography years later.

The first.

 I wrote it first thing in the morning on my Samsung notes after crying the night before.  A LOT

felt bad. cause why was I sad. Yes I had good reasons.. but now everything just feels like spilt milk.. here's some advice from me to me_

I didn't get to make my hair.. I ended doing twist and an up-do.. ON MY OWN.

I started the night before when i calmed down.. around 11:30 till 1am. I'm a self impressed human being

my phone keeps acting up and I lost months worth of memories... well its sad, but its done and gone. its a chance to make more. Do i need a new phone? yes. Is God going to provide.. absolutely ♡

I felt academically weak, and unsupported and trapped in my own home.. its not totally true if you ask yourself deeply. And omo its only just the beginning.. its not over till you say it is

I almost lost one of the greatest friends I made this year.. they're one of the greatest for a reason.. you'll be fine

I feel bad that I feel bad on Christmas eve.... YOU'LL BE FINE.♡ 

And its perfectly normal to feel 'not fine'

Now I don't want to make this some sob story, the truth is its really about realising that God loves you and life isn't hard when you just breathe.. it's simply a story of one on the greatest poems I wrote this year(one that wasn't sad,) all because I breathed. smth i haven't done done in a year

The first thoughts of the Poem

Merry Christmas
Even though some may not feel merry
Ensure to be grateful and jolly
Feel the Lord
In a distance
In your life, In your Soul

Happy birthday to the man who makes us whole    

The edited and kinda proud of

Merry Christmas
  Even though some may not feel merry
 Ensure to be grateful and jolly

you're not alone

get in the new year zone

 fill yourself with God

feel the Lord
In your life, In your Soul
Happy birthday to the man who makes us whole 

The real... i wrote this just now... Edited rather

Merry Christmas
  Even though some may not feel merry
 Ensure to be grateful and jolly

you're not alone

get in the new year zone

It didn't take a day to build Rome. 

And 'a roman' didn't just do it on his own

soo feel the Lord

In your life, In your Soul
sing happy birthday to the man who makes us whole  

live laugh love life.

and best of all don't just survive... 

strive!

Christmas doesn't feel the way it used to when we were kids..

a different era.. a different way to do stuff.. and feel stuff..

not remembering that, Jesus is the reason for the season.. and really letting that sink

This is basically like part 3.. 

I have a gifted problem..

(I edited and reupdated this five times.)  I promise.. next year I'll send it only once..😭😭

and maybe I'll create a post for both part 1 and 2 rn.. maybe

ioin even have any subscribers I'm disturbing yet, who am I talking to 🤦‍♀️